Dependable?
I have always thought of myself as a dependable person. Someone you could count
on. Someone who would be there for you in times of need. Over the last few
years, as my priorities have grown and changed and I've become responsible for
the life of another person, I feel like my dependability has decreased. I'm not
quite as able to drop everything and be where I'm needed...or always available
when a friend calls. I have tried to balance this more as I become more
accustomed to parenthood and I felt like I was getting better. I have always
been somewhat forgetful, but it was usually fairly harmless. Now I'm forgetting
appointments, forgetting responsibilities, forgetting everything. This last
week my forgetfulness has seriously decreased my opinion of myself and my
ability to be counted on. I'd like to blame this on "pregnancy brain" but I'm
not really sure that's it. These thoughts have me feeling rather low tonight
and rather than lay in my bed and dwell on them, I figured I'd put them out to
the universe. Hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.
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